Amanda Green (eliste_writes) wrote,
Amanda Green
eliste_writes

what is my bliss?

I think I know, then I hamstring myself again and again. If I want to write, why am I not writing? If I hate Portland, why am I here? If I want to go back to school, why don't I just go back to school? Was the accidental finding of this entry-level job at Pacifica, the place I want to go back to school, an opportunity I should take advantage of, or just a reminder that things will fall into place when you need them, if they are clear? If I want to go outside and enjoy the sun for a bit, why don't I just go outside and enjoy the sun for a bit?

Guh, I hate it when I get all turned around like this. I'm sure the explanation is something simple, like: "you've completely overhauled your personality and life in a year. Bits of you need time to catch up."

Whatever!

Anyway, I did a reading on it, and it's completely obtuse just like I feel. Maybe it'll make sense later.

.............High Priestess
...............................................3 of Swords (r)
King of Swords......Queen of Wands
...............................................Queen of Swords
............Princess of Cups

So, you're gonna suffer.....but you're gonna be happy about it.
Tags: my readings, tarot, thoughs
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